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Allahu ‘Alam

We never know what will happen.
"Will i be okay?"
"Am i doing the right thing?"

The heavier the reponsibility, the more limited one knowledge has become — That is what i believe.

I know i cannot grasp all at once, let it alone with my "cat-paws"
and i know, time doesnt have mercy on people. 
Shall i be greedy in the name of knowledge-seeking or shall i wait for the time to pass believing that by time, everything will be at its rightfull place?

Looking back at old photos of the late chosen ones, I feel like wishing I was there with them. During the bright sunny days. 

But then probably in that time, I wouldnt feel like I am a part of something big like how it is now.
I am a part of something big, something that once was successful but now I have to start from scratch to get it back to where it was once or perhaps higher.

No I am not confused. It is just not the right time for me to know. I am a bit scared but I wont wither.
I wont. 
InsyaaAllah.
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